3trios

2007-07-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

heys. this is the lyrics of the opening song of black jack 21 tt i thought was rather meaningful. just to share with you guys.:
Even if Life is filled with Sorrow
No one will ever be truly Lonely
When i Look up at the Sky as i Pray
I felt as If i could hold your dear Smile
Although i Struggle through the forest of dilemma
My feelings will endure for all eternity
More than a thousand I Love You
I want you to be here
No one can Replace you
Your smile will be the light leading me to tomorrow
and Towards the Sun in the Sky
Honestly, the reason why i liked the opening song was because of the first 2 sentences. so, please, even when you are feeling sad, know that you are never alone, for one will always have family and friends there for them.
Love you guys loads
-lixin
missing you now and forever

2007-07-06T09:41:00.000+08:00

To Insanes:

Dream what you want to dream;

Go where you want to go;

Be what you want to be,

Because you have only One Life and One chance

To do all the things you want to do.

-quin

letter to insanes

2007-07-02T09:32:00.001+08:00

To my two dearest friends

Sorry for backing out last minute.
I'm really just can't bring myself to go out and enjoy when I’m feeling so low. I don't wish to spoil everyone’s night by being so blue…depressed and what not. Most probably I did spoil the night by not going. Sorry.

I'm not in my best state of mind now, most likely the worst ever but I’m trying real hard to pull myself out of this mess that i burdened myself into. I guess its best to tell you gals what going on with me so that maybe my weird actions could be justified and if I ever do step beyond the line of sanity, you gals can pull me back.

I in the process of acknowledging and healing old wounds am just during this process figured so many things out. And I’m quite frightened by how much I ran away from them and tried to bury it deep down hoping it will never reappear ever. There are so many characteristics of me now that are the result of my refusal to admit them. I don’t really know who I really am now.

Frankly, I’m really disappointed with myself for being such a coward running way from my problems. But now facing them, I can’t help having the feeling of shutting myself from everyone. I know I’m not supposed to do that I’m not running… just seem like I’m fighting with the devil of my old bad habits that is draining me from enjoying what there is out there. I guess I need some readjustment and time before I’m back to normal. Please bear with me till then.

Love,
mun

2007-06-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

missing you, missing me and missing what was.
don't like this font that i'm writing in.
current rot status: maximum
watching soo much anime that i have already maxed out e anime webbie bandwidth limit.
playing soduku. missing ppl. thinking. afterall, a wisemen once siad. an idle mind is a devil's workshop. will post up the pic from our hiking trip and hk trip soon. sry. my com is slightly nuts. was reformated and now it's still nuts. i guess it's just like me.
signing off.

Check this out!

2007-06-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

Got this random thing off blogthings.com
And it's so darn true, it's scary.

For munmun:

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.

You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.

A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.

You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.

Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

for cookie:

Your Life Path Number is 1

Your purpose in life is to lead others.

You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way.

You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory.

Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything.

In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships.

You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed.

A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first.

Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them!

for quin:

Your Life Path Number is 4

Your purpose in life is to build your vision.

You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life.

You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist.

Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you.

In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse.

You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change.

You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities.

Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is!

forlorn!!

2007-06-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

What am I doing at home on a beautiful Sunday?
Cos my dearest friends are in Hong Kong.. WITHOUT ME!!!

Oh! Poor lonely forlorn and forgotten me... =((((
HAHA

Anyway girls, hope you're enjoying your trip there and are constantly thinking of me!
I'm utterly bored now and decided to stay at home today.
Walked from bb to je library and back again, lugging 5 books back. Bookworm wriggles!!!

Oh yeah, I've already accepted the invitation to stay in Sheares hall so yeah, I'll be staying there for a year! Hopefully I'll survive there?

Sheares Hall camp was fun! Though there were hot guys and nice guys, but I'm still in the GUYS-R-JERKS phase. Arts camp starts next week.. Omg, haven't exactly recovered from the last camp.

Oukie. Go out eat food shop shop walk walk and go crazy crazy CRAZY soon OKAY!

Your poor friend here misses you two.

-quin

missing me

2007-06-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

hello.... been a long long time since i've updated the blog. hehe.
sigh. my com has been reformated and everything is gone....
today was rather a milestone for us three. we finally went to do the tree top walk.
my goodness. it was a disappointment.....
we were so tired and poor mun mun fell. haha. i got the pic.... hehehehehe. but, ya.
we walked arnd 10 km.... not too bad took us three hours.
it was scorching hot and we were smelly...
these past few weeks were rather weird. i mean, well, there's a saying tt says the more some things change the more they remain the same. ??
will load the photos at a later date.
cheerios
lixin

HEYHEYHEY

2007-06-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

HELLO INSANES! =)

Looong looong looooooong time since anyone blog here! Where did everyone go to? reminds me.. We haven't gone out in the longest time! Shopping, eating.. =( PHOTOS! Where are the photos? Erm, my phone can't connect to the computer so I can get out the photos at settlers. Oh well.

I'm actually supposed to be working now! So you know how hardworking I am! HEES! I've pretty much nothing to do now. Okay, fine, there's work, but not urgent ones! It's comforitng to know that the temps are also like me, acting busy! I've mastered the art already! hehehe. Sometimes they give free food! I'm utterly spoilt here. It's ruining me.

I wish, I were a Better Friend.

-weiquin

2007-05-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

Heys!

How's ur week? i'm so caught up with sch & tonsilisit... direct explaination: i'm in a mess.
Was down with tonsilist again! how unlucky! second time in 2 weeks -_-'''

can't wait for school holidays! needa start sleepin in & hav some chill out sessions wif u gals & alone haha... yea need some time alone organise my brain abit. jus feel like i got lots of things to do & i don't seem to know where or how to start.

ohh...! priates of the carribean comin out le or out le i not sure... wan go watch?
btw is e GSS on already? we gotta go sch no matter how broke! hehe

~mun
all messed up

some how i miss my time onboard waiting a e deck for the sun to set, seeing how one after another the stars shine as it gets darker... & me feelin so free... worry free

mememe

2007-05-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO gals! =)

Me long time no come here to update! hehes.

Anyway, nothing much to update on.

Except I don't exactly like my new job at HD and would much rather prefer to go back to mfm.

Taking kiddos to trails is much more tiring than it seems, they drive me nuts.

But this particular boy's school boys really impressed me with their standard of English! It's almost perfect!

Anyhows.. I'm tired!!! Been filling up my schedule cos I don't wanna be bored.

But now, there's too many things!

I had a great time with you all that sat!

Thanks gals for showing concern about me being moody and all.

But I'm over him! You wanna know who?

It's actually the same person I told u all a few months ago.

I'm getting sick of him already!!!

Can't wait to start uni!

A new phase of my life and new guys! Wahahhaa.

I love you gals!

WE GOTTA GO GSS & EAT SOON!

PROMISE!!!

-loves&timtams&jellybeans,

quin!

2007-05-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hello!
yea i noe i owe alot of posts...
ok here's all tt i need to update the past 3 months...

First up the attachment...

With papa oldest deck person onboard

With hazel

The engine crew

Shore leave at batam

Pigging out

Me working on the engine

lifeboat inspection

At Thailand, jasmine oil field

Bbq when sailing toThailand

2nd vessel: Crane barge Asian Hercules II

flying back to Singapore

At Dubai Aiport before departing for S'pore

Few hours atay at a hotel in dubai

heading to Dubai

With the Captain

The crew + Big shots

1st vessel

hmm... how shld i start...

1st vessel:SMIT Lingga

i was onboard it for around three weeks with e guys... had the christening done thur 15 feb. Quite cool actually... my 1st time sailing got to witness christening of a ship... got to meet Big Boss from rotterdam... (who cares actually)

Ohh... in the afternoon i did the craziest shopping in my life! U see this chaptain of mine is nuts ok... gave us $1500 to shop for entertainment for the whole crew lah... need to last them for at least 6 months i guess or more maybe... but anyway ontop of that he pass us $200 for transport fee...! "Take taxi & taxi only" crazy lah... anyway dan we went to shop... went HMV& jus took whatever we like! haha...but we did consider if they will like it... so nice of us rite. haha... dan went to kino...was lookin for books & mags... that's e fun part... e guys were incharge of choosin mags... havin in mind tt thecrew were all mature man with their hormones... i guess u noe which kind of mag their planning to choose... but to my surprise they are so shy to even pick up the mags! muahahahaha...! was teasing them bout it i hav to say tt is bein really shy for a guy tt age i mean he is like 2 yrs older dan us... & was blushin when i was teasing him... haha i noe i'm mean but its really funny :P dan we took a cab to west mall to buy more vcds & cds... ohh rem tt taxi stand at taka e one we waited like crazy in heels. History repeats we waited like crazy & tried bookin but all busy... peak hour + rainin How to book cab!!! poor me :(

Set sail e nx day... wosh~! finially sailing Yipee~!

2nd day i saw dolphins!!! ok lah see 2 fins from the bridge but I saw dolphin!!!! haha so happy! dan later in the nite was star gazing... dan i saw a shooting star~! i couldn't believe my luck man! so happy~! dan out of malacca straits ship start to roll abit but i find it very comfortable... like a baby in cradle...made me really slpy hehe... but chu xi start to meet with rough sea was rolling more server standing oso got prob balancing... lucky i didn't get sea sick hehe... But deres a guy he got seasick and was told to clean the laundry room... ended up starin at the washin machine spinning with a glum look haha... so cute lah tt guy... poor thing. hehe...

Sunsets are really beautiful... jus got to see if wif ur own eyes... so are the sunrise... is amazing how mother nature produces such beatiful view. The night sky is even more amazing. to look at a star u don't need to look up jus look straight! jus above the horizon thers stars.the whole sky is filled with stars!

Got to see dolphins again! tis time real upclose... they are jus so cute...so many of them! jumpin out of water, racing the ship doing their stunts!!

2nd vessel: Asian Hercules II

sailed to thailand.. had bbq while sailin dere.. Chaptain is so nice lah... had crab,prawn... yummy! if they had marshmallow it will be Perrfect!! haha... but wat to do we r the only young ones onboard!!! haha...

ppl there very nice... e thai guys can really cook! alway kapout food from them haha...

dere was tis once when i came out from the engine room passedby the laundry room... heard a loud scream was wonderin wat happen... ohh man tis guy he jus finished his work and took off his overall in thelaundry room in his t-shirt and brief only saw me &screamed hos lungs out while running to his room! haha... so funny man! couldn't stop laughin man... thanks for being such a gentlemen though. hehe

Thats all for attachment bah...

okays.. sch start le for me. Final yr abit busy & stressed lah..

will try to blog when i can find a com tt allows me too

~mun

2007-05-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

wtf. this gotta be a start to my entry this time round.i am pissed. generally, not at myself but at the world. yesterday was a bad day. my tooth is swollen and i need to extract my wisdom tooth. my mom was cranky. im having rashes that's spreading. i cant spell. im in a country with super powerful uv rays. im gg nuts and im ranting. ppl. take note. this is a sign of PMS and a lady who is gg to be a super nag when she ages. not tt im not old already. im just rambling bout nothing. as my dad says. an empty vessel makes the mos noise. also. its strange that we have a blog but NO ONE UPDATES IT. wat's up with that. what's up with all the mysteries ans secrets between friends. cant we come clean? wheres the trust? some tough love needed. hmm. as im writing this, a word pops into my head. EMO. anyways. its really annoying. i know im not the world's best listener. im not very sympathatic also. i dont really know what to say at times and im overly optimistic as well but heys. at least im trying. anyways. it ends here. this pointless writing ends.

2007-04-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

Hello.....

recently we went to orchard and took some nice pic. enclosed. btw, the pic of the cup s drawn by me. :D cute ya. what can u say. it's a work of boredom and caffine. but e pics a slightly blur ya. hmm...

cheerios

-lixin

BWACK!

2007-04-05T14:34:00.000+08:00

HARLOW~
I AM BACK!

hahaha. thanks for the TSUBASA CDs cookie! haven't exactly watched it yet. my muscles are aching so damn badly now! i want to massage my shoulders but than my arm muscles will ache. sleeping hurts too. BOOHOOHOO!

anyway.. yea. this blog IS RUSTING!
what's going on in my life now? WORK! WORK! WORK! yar. i want to quit. i told many ppl i want to quit but i've yet to do so. boos. anyway.. it's ARAB street shopping this sat! and erm.. working later.. working on friday.. and on sunday. no life lahh.. it's really boring nowadays. but when uni starts.. i'll wished that this period never ends..

you know what.. i've no idea what to write anymore. except that...
WE'VE NOT GONE TO SETTLERS FOR A LONG TIME!
yea. so POMA.. please come back soon.

- QUIN.spoke-

withdrawl symptoms

2007-04-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

hello.
Why you ppl never update one. HARLLOOOOO?????
hmm, gonna have to forgive me. Strange. You may not see it but as im typing, im words are highlighted in yellow. maybe i did smth wrong. anyway, if im sounding slightly crazy, it's because im suffering from withdrawl symptoms. Tsubasa chronicles withdrawl symptoms. sigh. i love tt anime series but hate it cause it's a series. the waiting makes it only more painful. sob sob sob. got heart ache now. must be the only few who gets heart ache over anime. then again, i cried during lilo and stich too... What can i say, im a sentimental person. also, i finally bought my nano. Whyooo!!!!! ok. gonna stop writing now and go bang my head on the wall. chiao. might help with the feeling i have now. darn.
cheerios.
-lixin
ever so insane

2007-02-27T07:40:00.001+08:00

hey guys!!!!
how have you been?
i wonder how's fm doing.
anyways, the results are out in four days time.
stressed man. and worst of all, i'm sick. got the flu to be exact.
i think i must have had indulged too much this new year and got too heaty.
hehe.
oh wells. we went out on saturday with ivn to celebrate wq's b-day. we took a very nice neoprint together. haha.
and we had dinner at raffles city. actually, we settled on raffles after gg to marina from orchard. wanted to eat steamboat but after we got there, we(esp me since it was my first time gg there) were disappointed cause there were flies on their fish-unpalatable. sigh, all these to balme for my blotched planning.
but we rounded up dinner with satay and bbq chicken wings at e satay club. yummy. tt's bout it all. left out quite abit though. sry.
well, signing off.
take care.
have fun.
enjoy whats left.
with love.
-lixin

2007-02-27T07:40:00.000+08:00

dear friends

2007-02-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

HEY GALS!

first thing first.

Happy Valentine's Day!

or a belated one anyway. Just wanted to let you gals know that I LOVE YOU!

and, since i'll be going to malaysia for cny and mun is god knows where,

Happy Lunar New Year!

may our year be filled with much more love, fun and laughter!

SMOOCH!

-thoughts of quin

to us, to our friendship, to our love!

blabber...

2007-02-13T08:54:00.000+08:00

Boo~!

Heys... using company's com now.
Waiting to be called.

Anyway, i'll be going Bahrain after friday or the weekends.
ohh... ship's christening on thur, sch's director coming. may be bringin the media. stupid sch.

Thanks for the letters!!!!
I did bring it with me :)
So glad to have u gals as friends.
Sweetest friends Ever!!!

~mun
Misses

Outing~!!

2007-02-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

Finally us the insanes went out together!!!
Been awhile since we meet up all three together(caught up with work & studies)

Met Xin 1st to shop for things i need for my trip. Dan walk around & waited for Quin to join after her tuition.

We did more shopping & food savoring...dan i had to leave for reunion dinner. Went back to find them & had desserts.

1st was Rocky Masters. chocolate charmel cake... was ok, your average chocolate cake.
We found that it wasn't that good & decided to try Canele at Paragon!
My goodness that is e place to have quality desserts and CHOCOLATE!!!
I had Gateaux Chocolat. Its sooo~ chocolaty. Is just so good... so rich with Chocolate. More impt is dark chocolate, my fav!! :)
Xin & quin didn't get anything cus they were stuffed to max. But i jus can't turn down chocolate & its a dessert. Besides i'll be away, out of reach from all my fav things.

Gals: Thanks for taking the time out for me :)
Gonna miss u gals like crazy!!!!!!
Love you all!!!
Hugs~!!!

~mun
misses

2007-02-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

Heyheys
it has been a long long time since i have last written.
been super busy these past weeks.
working now. plus on top of the 8.30-5.30 job, i still have my tuition classes to go to(wednesday and thursday nights) so i super tired and tired and tired.
work is okay. thinking of taking a long break after i get the results to contemplate. we'll see how things go. right now my brain is totally fried and i cant think of anything else. well V-day is coming. and im gg to spend it with my kids. all 8 of them. yikes. its gg to be one tough class. exams coming soon. i have to worry bout them, the other class, the psle, my job, my results, my life. hmm. the list never ends and that's why life is so rewarding. its gd to have a challenge. :D anyways. wont be updating for a period of time to come. still poundering. gtg.
see you guys Saturday. which is later today. have to wake up early to buy shoes.
-see ya later for SHOPPING!!!!!
-hugs,love & kisses
lixin

=)

2007-02-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

HARLOW! HARLOW! HARLOW!

(echoes)

whee! anyway, mun, you're not celebrating my BDAY with me?!
=( to infinity!
how could you!!!!

anyway, work's fun.
kids are monsters.
days pass by like every other day.
so what's new? boos.

-thoughts of quin

Misses!

2007-01-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

Hello!!!!

How are you gals? Miss u girls!!!

tiny update here...
me, been tied down by studies... abit no lifer
ending on 6 feb! Next tues!!!
Dan i can go out!!! find quin at clark quey, xin at raffles city... go out together! Can't wait!!!

Another thing will be sailing soon after that oso... for 2 months!

(although my new year resolution was to go on a long holiday i don't tink i mean it this way)

should be setting off on 12 feb that week
means i'll be back in 14 april!
Gonna miss u gals lots!!!

needa go back to 'isolation'

make time during 6 feb tt week yea? please!!!
wanna go out with u all

~mun
so much to do, so little time

dust

2007-01-22T10:53:00.000+08:00

HARLOW!

our bloggie here is collecting dust!! haha. anyway, how're you girls been doing?
munmun still studying?
lixin finding job?

i've been sleeping and slacking the past 3 days away cos the new outlet's still new and basically, quite sian there. missed yesterday's job due to miscommunication. will be working from tues to sat, pray i don't faint! actually, i love working there! hhaha.

and guess wat? after playing till 2am this morning, i managed to acquire the Elite status for Burnout! YAY! but it's more fun playing it with you guys.

I'm really bored.

-thoughts of quin

2007-01-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Halloooooo......
how are u guys?
hope u are good...
ahyo, wq display all my ugly pics... so sry. haha. and btw, the pic with the calf or leg or foot.... ya, im tt culprit... as in, e foot or body part's mine.
er, went out with wq today to buy CNY cloths. nthing much really. a bit of a let down. bought 2 tops. am looking for a purple bottoms....
we went to MFM for dinner. got a discount cause wq's a staff there. dinner was okay. and we went to rocky masters to hv dessert. i had a double baked chocalate cake which is FANTASTIC. wow. it just melts in ur mouth-orgasmic. i mean. u know. ahya. it's just tt gd. i suppose.
and nth else lor. super tired now. don feel really rested. think im gg to get sore throat soon. keep having thick yellow phlegm coming out. sigh.
-signing off here.
cheers
lixin
:D
btw, wq, i love e new skin. it's refreshing.

new skinnnn!

2007-01-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

HARLOW!

i consider this a good skin cos it's the same on both Mozilla Firefox and Internet Explorer. So yupps! it's good! and there's an added tagboard and list too! =D check it out yea! i LIKE this skin!

oukie. photos from today's crashin at my house!

thanks for taking random photos of me xin! haha. chill out, eat and race next time okay!

lemme hear you say "L-O-V-E!"

- thoughts of quin

2007-01-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

Heys!

who says i'm not updating? i updated up 3 days ago wat.

Anyway theres nothin much to update...
let's see its not rainin today, sunset was nice buildings turnin from orange to red when its almost dark e sky was in shades of purple, deep violet very nice :)
i wasted a day sleepin away... watchin anime, dazin, starin at notes dan out of e window, hugged my softoy, stared more, dazed more...
yup tt all... still e same old me refusin to start my isolation prog... watever
tis post is so random
ohh... sch startin tml 3 wks of it 2 wks of test & dan ITP (boring)

i tink i needa go out soon! need a breather...
Ma get back faster so we can go out!!!!

Miss ya all

~mun
i dunno wat i jus posted

2007-01-07T12:01:00.000+08:00

hello.....!!!!
why no news of fm one??? is she okay????
got back from e island today, stradbroke island( stranded and broke). the island, beaches, water was spectacular, beautiful, magnificent, gorgeous.... and e list continues. the water was soo clear and the sand was soo clean and soft. sigh. everyone was in bikinis and board shorts. walked ard, saw turtles... ahya.... it's so good i cant put it in words( i was nv much of a writer.)will tell anyone who's interested. the camping was ok. very clean toilets. i must comment tt the public toilets here in brisbane is really not bad... it's clean, there's toilet paper and hand basin. and i forgot my train of thoughts.
hmm, wq, if u do get e job at e manhattan fish market, will u buy me n fm dinner?? :D
-lots of lurve
lixin

2007-01-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

EWW cookie! LEECHES!
g-r-o-s-s!
hahaha. you really don't feel a thing? i mean.. it has teeth rite? eeewwws.

anyway, it's rather cooling in singapore and hot at times. the usual lor. went for an interview at manhatten fish market @ plaza singapura yestd. i don't think they'll hire me cos i dun seem like i want to join their company very much. what the heck lah. i think i was meant to stay home and rot. =(

bored bored bored.
and u better miss me!

2007-01-05T05:32:00.000+08:00

hey guys. sorry i did not come online yst even if u were not online...
yst we went to gold coast.
woke up early and had brekkie.
at bout 10am, was loaded in e car. we( evan, sis n me) drove up to gold coast. there were loads of tension in e air.
on our way there, we took a detour to see movie world and wild n wet... see, not enter... their car park was soo big. and there were so many ppl and the tickets were above a hundred dollars each.....
and then we continued with our trip.... there were alot of bickering about patrol and other stuff. ...
and we were gg to the Lamington National Park. it was a park in the mountains and it was really cold and high up there. on our way up, spotted a kaoala on a tree. the view was magnificent from the road side.... could see nearly everything...once again, i'll load photos when i go back to singapore. cool air, nice woody smell, picturesque views... e works.
and when we reached the national park, needed to poop and the toilet is super interesting... will tell u bout it when i return....hehe.
and the walks were good. cold air. and after our first walk(rain forest circuit) we went back to the car and i saw a little red stain on the back of my shoes. i tot it was a crushed berry and i wanted to scare my sis n i told her it was blood. but alas, it was really blood. to be exact, my blood. i was bitten by a leech. i cld not even feel a single thing... and the blood just continued to flow(i was arguing with my sis tt it was cherry juice instead of blood)... then we went for e second walk. caves walk. the view was even better, cld see e valleys and tress... sigh. more info bout e caves when i get back. :D (im running out of time) it was raining when we turned ard towards the car and we drove off. however, halfway, evan felt something in his shoes and took it off and there was alot of blood and also a big fat, fully fed leech. haha.... there was alot of blood... it was his big left toe. and when he took his other sides of the shoes off, his right ankle was bitten at the back.. hahaha, along with another leech. we tried to poke the leech but it's really rubbery. and then more follwed. will tell u some time later. gotta go camping now...( more leech, more sun, more sand.) also, went to the surfers paradise. nice place really. and no, no kawaii guys. gtg. gg camping. yeech.
i think there will be more leechs tml. sigh. filled with dread now. think tt there's a leech in the car at my seat cause the leech tt bit me is nowhere to be found.
sigh.
-love n miss u all
lixin

No-lifer here to post

2007-01-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

Heys!!!

Xin come back soon ok!!!!
i need my lavender& cookies to chill-lax!!!

hmm.... i gonna be MIA soon le.
To this place where i face notes, papers & pray to whatever and all holy saints above for help :)
Pardon me from not updating. cus theres nothing for a no-lifer to update.
will try to be online k? If not when ma ur back we find a day to go out yea? I can always skip a few lessons :)

To fm: It will be over soon! Jia You!!!
To wq: I'm sure u an find a nice job de :) Jia You!
To lx: Enjoy ur holiday without us (bleh!) and JIA YOU in lookin for us lots of nice souvenirs.

~ mun
i tink i'm nuts

2007-01-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

heys....
baked cookie today!!!
think i'll try to save some to take home to share with you guys. had mexican food today too. it's not bad. nice nachos.
er... there's a 2 hrs time diff so how bout we meet online between 5-8pm?? but i won't be here from friday till sunday...
hmm, between these days, i'll be on an island...camping(ps, rain expected...so i'll be swimming in mud)..........should be fun ya.
will load photos soon. :D
-cheers
take care
lixin

2007-01-03T00:26:00.004+08:00

COOKIE-WOOOOKIE!!!

i miss YOU!! what time r we meeting online? what are you doing there? if nothing can you just come back???

i'm not sure about the job though. i'm planning to find one soon but aiyah, think it'll be a disappointment again. what bout tt job at microsoft? sigh. need $$$! stupid GST!

and yup, jap was GREAT! saw lotsa good-looking guys with good fashion sense. i've updated it in another blog . go check it out yea! =D

I MISS U ALL!

-thoughts of quin

2007-01-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

heys.
quin, how was your trip to japan?
we should meet online once in awhile....
should set a time to meet ya?
also, are you gg to the job agency without me?
or could you help me apply? cause i think tt you would need to wait for a period of time le....
hmm, did you guys miss me?
i know you did sorely.... haha.
shld post some pictures here...
you know, you cld pick me up at the air port when i come back....
hehheeh. just a thought. ya, and can ta pao a pack of chilli crab for me.... there's not even a piece of chili crab here.... but i did gain weight... and no, there are no cute guys here....
truthfully.
:D
have fun and stay happy.
and fm, don't think so much and stay relax. you like lavender?
shld get you some lavender to help you relax.
:D
take care.
can't wait to see you guys.
-love
lixin

HEYYY

2007-01-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GAL-FRIENDS!

back from Japan and it's GREAT GREAT GREAT!
bought you guys really nice souvenirs so you better get it from me soon!

CHEN LIXIN! you better get your ass back in sunny singapore soon!!! me and mun are sooo gonna BITE YOU! hahahaha.

will update my trip in another blog. i'm gonna change blog for some reason. will tell you gals the addy okie! =D

LURVES!

-thoughts of quin

2007-01-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

heys.
HAPPY NEW YEAR to you all.
may the new year be filled with pleasant surprises and success.
been in brisbane for 5 days le. hope to see u ppl soon. will write more later.
take care of yourselves and have fun.
-love
lixin

Bye 2006. Hello 2007!!!

2006-12-31T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yoz~!

while you gals are overseas having fun, me ur poor friend is here welcoming the new year by slaving her brains off for this stupid module called "Tanker Familiarisation". how nice is that? Absolutely terrible!!! I wanna be overseas too!!! Where there's snow or koalas or both!!!

2007 will be the year I end my holiday drought!

there my New year resolution:

Go for a freakin long holiday!!!!

Happy 2007 Gals!!!

p(*^-^*)q

We'll have even more fun and laughter, sillier and more retarded ways of celebrating stuffs! And have so much Lurve to go around & round & round~~~!!!!

~Mun

MERRY XMAS!

2006-12-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

XMAS PARTAY @ 23.12.06

Heeellooo everyone! HOHOHO! MERRRYY CHISTMAS!!! i'm here to update on our party! anyway, lixin and i spent lotsa time preparing for the party. the cute cute xmas tree? we had to glitter it layer by layer. and we had these really cute gold balls for souvenirs too. but it didn't turn out very well.

lixin and i shopped around JP and IMM too. finding ways to go underbudget, so we bought the cheaper stuff! haha. but it's still good and all.

comparing to the time lixin and i nearly burnt down the kitchen and cooked horrible cheese macoroni, i think we deserve a pat on our back! haha.

MENU

starters-

asparagus wrapped in smoked salmon with a dash of cream cheese

main course-

potato and egg salad

tossed greens

roasted chicken

red sauced spaghetti with minced meat and vegetables

deserts-

chocolate fondue with banana, cherries and strawberries

chocolate fudge cake and log cake

wine

doesn't that sound lip-smacking? haha. so much so, we forgot to take pics of them cos we couldn't resist sinking our teeth into them! haha. for entertainment, we had party noise-makers and pop the peanuts! yay. it was great fun. so here's leaving you with some photos.

lixin!

foong mun!

ivan!

nicholas!

lick-worth chocolate fondue!

POP-POP!

the mess

cinderella's supervisor

wasabi-boy

pardon the gayness. he LOVES the tree.

p.s: thanks to lixin and foong mun for being there. i feel the LURVE! =D

-thoughts of quin-

2006-12-21T00:53:00.000+08:00

hmm,
i did not have too good a day today.
i left my hse a little later than usual...
causing me to miss the bus and thus i was kinda rushing cause i had tuition classes at 7.30 and by the time the bus came, it was 7. and worse of all, i had to take another bus to get to the tuition centre... i saw my ex-phy teacher on the bus too.... sigh...i think i've had one of the best batch of teachers in my secondary school...
and then, when i was at the interchange to get onto my other bus, i was running when i saw the bus...but my hair rubber band (sc... smthing) fell out of my hair and i stopped to pick it up but lost my balance and fell...infront of soo many ppl(it was a crowded bus interchange...) sigh
soo malu
well, i picked myself up and continued to run for the bus and then....i boarded the wrong bus...i mean, it still took me to the place i wanted to go but it was not the bus i was running for....sigh...
i suppose not everyday's ur day....haha
what does not kill you will only make you stronger i guess.
hope your day was good...or at least better than mine. :D
-cheers
lixin

2006-12-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

Kudoos to you guys for continuing it. the entire passage sounds beautiful....
you guys never fail to amaze me....
haha....
a continuation?

so i shall say my goodbeys now.
and i thank you for the memories that we share
the many moments we had,
under the comforting warmth of the blanket of love
settled next to the crackling fire
with my head buried in your arms,
and you wishpering the sweet nothings of love.
you gave me comfort,
you gave me strength,
and you gave me pain.
you showed me what it was to be human
to feel and act without pretense
to be vulnerable yet strong
to be able to love and hate
and most importantly,
to fall and pick myself up again.
so, thank you for loving me, hurting me and letting me go.

<<>>

hmmm, i think tt this is starting to sound fictional... just like those romance books...
but i still think it's kinda fun. we shld do this more often. write bout diff stuff...
then again, im not too sure if you guys are as free as i am....
darn, personal note to self. GET A LIFE.
cheerios.
-lixin

my continuation

2006-12-19T11:14:00.000+08:00

My take on ma's very deep entry...

but i wanna thank you for once crossing my path,
for i will never know how strong i can be and will be.
So let me go...now.
I can stand on my own.
Stronger than before,
I'll live a life brightly painted will love and
i hope that you, whoever you are or may be,
will do so too...
for life too short for anything less than happiness.
So,
Thank you.

~mun

continuation

2006-12-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

cookie-wookie!
i'm here to continue your boo-hoo-hoo-sob-sob-lovily-lovely-lorn story!

but despite the agony of missing you,
the memories with you are treasures like those in the little mermaid's treasure cove.
the laughter is as clear as can be.
our memories still linger in the places we've been to.
the trees and flowers and skies remain the same,
the only difference is that we're no longer sharing the same beauty.
even the sun shines a different light without you around.
but through it all, i know very well that if you never came into my life,
i'll not be who i am today.
despite the pain, i'm still grateful for the short season of sweet summer sunshine.
and someday soon, the baby birds will learn how to fly over the horizon,
that's when the hurt will be gone from my life, and you along with it.

there! done~
though it doesn't makes much of a sense.
wheeheehee~

-thoughts of quin

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

2006-12-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

hmm, here i am writing again. i guess im just bored so, if your gg to read this entry, you have gotta humour me. thanks.

To: no one in particular but someone out there

the emptiness that echoes within me can't be described simply by a few words nor can it be described by a lengthy essay.
i'm missing you, so very badly, yet if only i knew, who you were.
this may not sound logical, but it makes perfect sense to me.
day after day, night after night,
the loneliness gripes me and the harder i fight against it, the tighter it wraps itself around me.
misery needs company, what bout loneliness, does it not too need a companion?
during the moments when i'm awake, i try to forget.
forget about you, forget about what was, what might be and what will be.
when i'm asleep, the emotional turmoil swallows me into the endless pit of misery and humiliation.
so please, the next time you see me, let me go.
let me go with the wind.
where i'll be free.
with the clouds as my support
with the sky as my playground
with your happiness as the pillar of my strength.

.....................................and i dunno how to continue..............

and here it is. tt's all i want to say. it does not mean anything but it means something. btw, there really is no "you" cause even i dunno who the "you" is. then again, how often do we lie to ourselves? maybe there is, maybe there isn't. tt's y i do not like to think too much and this is e classic senario of what happens if i think too much. my life ends up imitating the soap operahs. haha..... i think we need more spice in our lives. heys. why not one of you continue it?might help relief the boredom and tension.
-cheers
lixin
the biggest bullshitter ard.
:D

2006-12-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

heys.
read wq's entry.
ya, it was a blast playing burnout....hehehe, esp crashing the cars and racing....
my goodness, it sure did help to relieve the tension and anxiety.
currently, i'm UNEMPLOYED but am not in a rush to look for a job cause im gg away on the 27.... and im having a good time watching tv.
im glued to the tv set, to such an extent tt my dad threatened to cut the cable wire again.... then again, i doubt so cause the cable is really hard....
but i've realised tt cable is really nth. the are just mostly repeating the programmes.
but none-the-less, im still grateful tt i hv cable. having more than 10 channels sure beat watching only channel 5.
hmm, i've so far been on my arse for the past few mths and i sure have gained weight....(darn....) and this totally sucks cause chinese new year is coming and so is e season of shopping.
i guess it's time to get off my fat arse and exer....cise......darn
ok, signing off now cause i've nth else to say.
cheerios.
-lixin
am missing you

WILD!

2006-12-17T19:26:00.000+08:00

HEY GALS!
i'm bored! so here i am! uploading the pics you guys took while crashing at my house.

yup. these two maddies came to crash my house and boy oh boy, did they crash it! haha. PS2 rocks huh! especially BURNOUT! YAY! we were able to throw all our frustrations and unhappiness out and it felt soo good! boong bun was absolutely in heaven! and guess what's the best part gals?

i realised that my "spoilt" 2nd controller is STILL WORKING!!! WHEEE~ so next time, we have sooo gotta race!

and i can't wait for our XMAS PARTAY! =)

you know what, heck it, i'm not gonna bother finding a job now. no friggin use right, who would wanna hire me and than let me have one week break a few days later. grrr. and it's not like some of them deserve me! (i choose to think of it this way!)

and i'm rotting. boong bun, i think you can smell it from there!

WE GALS JUS WANT TO CRASH CARS!

cookies and cream,

quin =)

2006-12-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

heys....
long time no talk n see...(refering to fm...)
wow...seems tt most of our entries are a tad bit sad.
but oh well, life's like tt aint it?
and i fully agree with wq tt we shld not think bout life too much because i suppose the more you think about it, the more complicated it becomes... and don't we have already too much problems? live e moment mates, embrace life and all the challenges and party whenever you can....
this past week...(wait a min., it's only wednesday) was boring, boring, fun and boring...
i feel my brain rotting away....hahah....
i was looking for a job but dunno if they'd wanna hire me...
i got rejected by 7-11....
sigh.
i really wnated to work for them.... it's like a calling....for now.
anyways, wednesday was really a good day.
meet wq close to noon, went to redeem a free movie ticket to the movie eragon and it's a must watch(i'll elaborate later) and we went to the mango sale.....
it was fab. after the movie, we had O'briens sandwhich for dinner....
it was an interesting and re-freshing change from our usual staple.
the slae was also fab. bought a pair of demin 3/4, a top and a bag and now, i'm really broke.
tuition was fun. exhaustive but nonetheless, it was gd.
and now, the movie....
hhahahahaha
the movie was fantastic. 3.5 out of 5.
as usual, it had a strong and seamless story line and plot(hail to the author christopher paolini)
and the cast was gd....
and the best part, the lead actor is, hmm, delicious snds perverted, hot snds sick, hmm, he's both an eye candy as well as a talented actor who shows a slight bit of emotions despite the CG involved.... this is snding like a movie review but it's not. the main point is, it's a gd movie tt's worth the money.
basically, that's it.
lookin forward to tml or actually, later on.
cause e cable guy is coming and for the first time in 18 yrs, i have cable tv!!!! rejoice!
to thoese who don't know, for e past 2 yrs, i've been watching ONLY channel 5 cause my tv reception can only show me so much. oh, btw, christmas meal at my place. 23 Dec good?? contact me ya. ohh, get ivan along too....hehehehe
chillax, take it easy, stop and smell the flowers(or someone's fart) and enjoy life.
btw, smile and say thank you and appreciate wat life has to offer....(aka, do wat ever that i DO NOT do.)
-cheers
lixin

"SKIN"NY-DIPPING

2006-12-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

HEY-GALS!

i've changed the skin! like it like it? just stop using light colors for example, cookie-wookie's fav light pink! yep. like this skin, i hope we'll have much much more fun together in the future yar!

looks like you gals have written really long entries! so now it's my turn to crap! wheee~

munmun seems really concerned about her future. oh well, the future is so unpredicatable. truthfully, i used to give it a lot of thought. until i got a big headache and decided not to think of it anymore. i think i'll take it one step at a time. come to think of it, i lost my faith in my ambitions somewhere, too afraid that i'm not good enough, too afraid of the obstacles a head, too afraid of failures. oh wells, will see how.

let me see, the days now are sooo boring can! i know i've been going on and on and on about whether my interviews will be successful. but i really want to get through! don't want to get turned down again. i've been rejected by 2 guys in a row! one called ben and one called jerry. it's enough heartache already. to think i believed in them so much. heartbreakers lah!
tuition is okay. i just feel that i'm not prepared enough to answer their questions. English questions can be quite hard. like questions on sentence structure. "how come this sentence is wrong?" that's really hard to answer. there's really no answer u know. english language is just plain weird.
okay. i'm stil bored. current projects are watching youtube, cross-stitching, transcribing tapes, driving lessons, tutoring, piano-practicing, staring at my phone and waiting for human resource dept to call, staring at the wall and being an idiot. miserable-miserable-miserable.

than again, if i had loads of things to do, i'll probably die.
humans can't be satisfied.
maybe that's our greatest key to success, and our greatest flaw.

-thoughts of quin-

P.S: awwws. duncha jus L-O-V-E our pics?! haas. i dun have the jumping pics. so mun, send to me! just send me any pics u wanna see on our bloggie yea?? sorry scanner spoil, so no neoprints now.

me & my thoughts...

2006-12-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

tis past wk is interestin... feels as though i'm in a terrible mood can't really understand what's making me feel so weird . Simply puttin it i think i woke up on e wrong side of bed for days.

Been thinkin alot.. my life, my future? what lies beyond this instance, will i be able to say " Yup. this is where i want my life to be be at this point." Not regretting any thing... Even the mistake that i may fault, i wanna be able to say that it was an experience not a mistake that i'll regret and burden me. Knowing me i hate the feelin of regrettin something i have done. i can't take that self blaming and alll that other emotions that came along with regret.

Mum has been asking me persisitanly wat i wanna do after i graduate. Sail? What if i can't work at shipyard or what? If not study? Where & what subject then?

All this questions i have no answers for. Yes i wanna sail. But i'm so do not feel strongly for this answer anymore. Not like 2+ yrs back...
Sailing is a good career move, gd experience and money. A valuable asset to my resume but is it worth it? A freakin tough job, Time away from family, friends esp u gals... a solitude life i'll be living for at least 6yrs. 6 yrs of absence frm land, society? Can i do it? Will i cope? I dunno... not to mention there a possibilty tt i may die onboard... haha(noe it isn't very approriate)
Heard my class tuitor sayin those who intend to sail give it a good thought think thrice at least. Don't sail for 2 wks and want to resign after that. If u think u can handle it... challenges, physical endurance, adptation, one that doesn't turn down a problem but faces it and solves it. i'm i such a person? i dunno.
Then again sailin can help me reach my goal... study overseas in Uk ideally, at 25. i wanna be able to affort for my studies, loging, day to day expenditure, be able to live comfortabily there. not scriming and saving like crazin.
My next choice work in a shipyard... will i like it? i'm not sure. it won't be tt bad either but its too ordinary in a way & it definately doesn't earn enough for my goal.
i can take other jobs but it all seems to plain... I'm definately not takin an office job. Nor get hitched to a rich dying dude as my friend says jokingly. That's to insulting to me.

Still thinking...

Another thing paltonic relationship...
I seriously belief that it exist.
from ivan:
Good/close friends and bgr its a fine line seperating it.
jus that in bgr one expects more from the other... like affection.. stuff like tt. Cus one holds the other in higher importance then others(friends, maybe family?) Its definatly more physical in bgr.
In my point i just belief that its possible to have very very close friends of opp gender jus like how close i'm with u gals. But does it make me homosexual by jus being close to you gals? No. Like wise with friens f the opp gender. Its doesn't mean tt for every close friend tt i hav of e opp gender i mus go thru a relationship with him. Sounds a little ridiculus.
Well... its still my belief. It Exists! hehe

Another thing i figured out
I'm blooy hell insecure deep down inside. tt's why i have softtoys. I needa hug something whenever i'm at home or somewhere i feel tt i can let my guard go. Need to feel a sense of security from hugging something. I ain't tt tough after all... i jus put a front everytime i'm outside. Deep down i'm one hell of a insure person.

More thoughts...
More figuring...

~mun
an effort a time,
a small progress a time,
i'll get there

2006-12-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

hello again.
looks like nobody reads the blog and nobody updates it....
hmmmmmm....
many things has happened since the last entry.
prom was a blast and the post prom party was wild, fun and enlightening.
my burden was lifted but a hole was left.
anyways, hehehe, clubbing is fun.
i mean, provided it's a smoke-free club with no molesters ard....but then again, there's no such club. btw, if anyone knows of such club...must tell me le....kekeke, thanks.
oohhh
wq n i must also add another event to our already long long list of stupid things we did.
well, im sure tt if fm was there, this wld not have had happened.
wq and i were late for our driving theory class, BTL 1.01. and i hv to admit or shld i say confess. as usual, I WAS THE ONE LATE. so we ran into the driving centre and we were looking for our classes. wq told me it was classroom seven on the 3RD floor. maybe it was because we were late(my fault...) by 15 min, so we did not notice tt the class was the FTL1.01... alas, we dashed into the classroom and the instructor looked at us and wanted to collect our admission slips....of course we had no idea what tt was.... and we gave him the blur look and he said nvm, we'll give it to him after our class....
so we took our seats and the lesson continues.
we fnd ot weird tt the contents taught were abit chim la.... and then i noticed the writing on the board....FTL1.01....yikes, we were in the wrong class....my goodness... the embarrasment.
we did not wanna leave cause we'll surely be the laughing stalk so we stayed and pretended to understand what the intructor was talking about( this is a skill tt involves knodding and looking attentively.) after an hr passed, there was a toilet break and we took our bags and left the classroom....we did not return for the remaining 40 min of the class....and we had to rebook our BLT1.01...and we attended our BLT1.02 after our blunder and to our luck, it was the same instructor....haha...he was a little bemused(and amused) by our appearance again. but he was nice enough to help us get another lesson for free cause we paid for the wrong class....so having the same instructor was a blessing in disguise...i guess he took pity on the 2 of us....cause we looked really confused....haha.
we'll currently im working at the tuition centre.
the kids there are mostly nice and diligent and nice.
fun, i like it there.
aside from tt, nthing else much happening now...
but i did finish watching the "my lovely samsuni".... and i totally adore the lead male character...and it does help tt the actor is kinda hunky, savvy and totally smooth. on top of tt, he exudes a sense of security and confidence....and he wears cute clothes...haha, there is a super nice bright pink shirt with an interior colour of bright green. may snd tacky in wrds but it sure looks darn gd....sigh....
haha.
this is the typical characteristics of a lovelorn person.
okay.
i'm gg to sign off here....
but before i go, i must add smth tt i learnt from e show.
it's an extract of a poem written by someone i dunno cause i don read korean.
it goes like this:
love like you've never been hurt.
live like this is the last day of your life.
love like you've never been hurt.
work like you don't need the money...
and i cant rmb what's the rest.
but i truly belive in tt we shld love like we've nv been hurt before....
and work like we don need the money...in tt case, wld we even work?
ohh
qn of the day
IS OXYMORON AN OXYMORON?
i don't even understand what e qn means...i just saw it somewhere...
-lixin

life renewed

2006-11-26T13:41:00.000+08:00

Wheeee!!!!!!!!!!!!
the A's are finally over....
but 3 days into the holidays i'm already bored, not to mention fearful.
i've been thinking, what's the purpose of a blog.
i mean, seriously, nobody will ever read this entry...well if there are, i'll have enough fingers on one hand to count. but then again, is the purpose of this blog meant to open my life to the people i don't know? i recall my teacher saying that blogs are useless and are used to boost one's ego...
oh well, then why am i writing this?perhaps as a platform to express my views?
man, this is really crap(aka bullsh**)
i think i'm too free le. think too much le.
okay.
i've been shopping tirelessly with wei quin n mun mun.
bought my dress but thinking of NOT gg to prom at all....all those pretense. but then again, i've already spent soo much and besides, it's a once in a lifetime thing...
recently, i've also been enlightened.
i've decided to give up and forget.
that's the way it should be...
why bother chasing after a wild dream when the dream is not even nice?
haha, not trying to be pessimistic here but some dreams are worth the sacrifice but some are not. some, like this, are just a bunch of childish INDULGENCE, which is good once in a while....it allows me to hv fun.
i think im starting to contradict myself...
regardless, if u're still reading this, i appreciate tt u are taking time to read my thoughts...well, this is a little glimpse of how my mind thinks...rather disorganised ya.
have urself a pleasant day and dream a little dream.
lots and lots of love(i hv more than enough to go arnd)
-lixin
basking in the eternal shine of love. romance and passion.

siandom my kingdom

2006-11-19T11:18:00.000+08:00

hello crazy gals!
i'm feeling so bored!
shopping was fun yestd... but my feet aches now.
really bored... what to do???
oh man..
this site is fine wat... not working meh?
i'm bored!!!!
save me...

quins*

Surviving everyone?

2006-10-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

hello~!

How are you gals doing? Surviving your muggging?
Consolation that i can give is that I'm mugging as well...haha...

Quite a few things happen e past few days...
1st up my com crashed... damn pissed... jus when i needed it the most... thanks to bro it got fixed. But i lost all my songs...~! Argh~! Needa ripped songs from you girls... :)
Another thing i can't seem to open our blog? oh welll... haiz!
2nd one of my lecturer told us we hav a class test commin up... What class test?! i didn't noe tt such thing existed in poly; not as if it holds any percentage fo my overall grading. Whatever.
3rd I Straighten my hair....! Yup... Finally!!! But now i'm broke beyond broke. haha... I noticed i have alot of white hair... My classmate said:"Feng Wen, hey, white hair! one long shiny strain of white hair which is very distracting and tempting to pluck." Does tt sound like someone? yup! tt sounds like lx to me... hehe...
4th I'hav been in thinking mood and analysed to much things in life. Its scaring me alittle. The devious side of life... Talk bout it when i see to you gals.

Till then~~ HAPPY MUGGING!!! JIA YOU ppl!!!!

~mun

2006-10-07T16:13:00.000+08:00

Stupid haze...!
Driving my nose crazy... so does my throat.
Chill out session at chinese garden cancelled... ohh well! C'ya gals some other time and do something stupid. hehe...!

2 wks into new sem & i'm stressed already... Ridiculous isn't it.
Maybe it has to do programing... I'm an absolute computer illiterate!!! & i hav no freakin idea why the heck did i choose tt module? It doesn't help that i have a really pack sem tis time around.

My class tutor was sayin the other day on his experience with typoon...
"We were sailing along the perimeter of the typoon geting through it. Then, i was at my cabin lookin through the port hole. At first i saw the ocean... and only the ocean. Next moment i was seeing the sky... and i thought we lifted off. This lasted for 20 hours." And he added, " After that time any other roller coaster ride was nothing to me."
Aftermath, the tanker's life rafts were all gone, leaving the life boat only rolling on the deck when it was supposed to be chained down. Mother nature at her best.
I found that really funny. What if the tanker sustain damages at the hull... a whole crew on a single lifeboat...And when they start to move away from the tanker, it starts to sink as it is overloaded. Muahahaha...!!!

ok i'm jus crapping away jus to buy sometime to not do my tutorials.

~mun

wheee

2006-10-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!!!!

yea! children's day! (okie.. i'm just really bored now. will take a breakkie till 6! hurhur..)
when was the last time we truly enjoyed being a child? okie.. maybe it was on li's b'day when we jumped around at the esplanade's underpass like some crazy kiddy monkees! hahhaha..

but being a child has its pros!! (though mun really don't like children)
they see the world in an innocent perspective.
everything is a CAN-DO.. nothing is impossible.
when they fall, they cry and squeal for 5 minutes and than hop up on their feets and round around like they've never fallen.
they live in a beautiful, craddled world where the sun rises from the right direction and the birds chirp at the right time, where rainbows appear 24-7 and "bliss" is the only word they have in their dictionaries.

if only life was like that till we grow saggy huh.
but Wham-Baam! reality is that we all throw away our baby fats and face the harsh reality where the world is just crazy and spiralling in all different directions. oh wells.

but let's never lose that child-like charm within us.
the one that insists impossible is nothing.
the one that says nothing and no one is as bad as they seem.
the one that make us trust others and love others.
the one that tell us that the world is indeed beautiful.
the one that makes everyday fill with joy and laughter.

in this uncomprehendable and ever-metamorphizing world, this spirit might just save us one day.
so here's with you...

Happy Children's Day!

smile gals! i love you!

weiquin

2006-09-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

hello!!!!
finally, it was my birthday today and it was a very eventful day.
in school, during assembly, i was honoured to have e saf drama n smth gp, along with an ex classmate of mine sings me a birthday song...not to mention the presents.
n i went with fm n wq to west mall n we had e oreo cheese cake n we celebrated my b-day yet agian...
haha...
not to mention, fm n wq were wacking me 18 times each...
it was bloody painful. :'(
oh well.
had dinner at tower club. on the 63 floor...
it was a cantonese restaurant and the food is simply GOOD...
my goodness, the toilet there is fantastic.
they hv hand towel, real towels u'd use to wipe your hands and they'd have to re-wash it...
n mouth wash there too...hahas.
the dinner was superb and the crazy thing was that the plates and cups were of VERSACE...tt luxury brand... i did not even know tt they were into the cutlery business...
but wow... everything was impressive... gd service, gd fd, fab company...what more can i ask for?
after dinner, we had a cake...chocolate cake...yummy... and it was served with dry ice(another innovative initiaitve taken by the restaurant) and we had a polaroid taken n i realise that i can't sile properly...oh well, no one in perfect.
after dinner, we went to the bar 'cause i was sore tt i did not get to try the chocolate mint martini, so my bro-in-law took us up to the 64 story where the bar was.
the setting was nice n comfy and i had my first LEGAL drink. a harvey wallbanger... it's mainly orange juice n vodka...
not too bad, the alcohol is not too strong...
but if i do sound slighty in-coherent, it must be the alcohol kicking in...
hahas.
it was a memorable, exciting and interesting birthday i had this yr
and it's all thanks to the ppl ard me...
spread the love ppl...
-with lots n lots n lots of LOVE
lixin
cheers, Hic

for lixin

2006-09-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEN LIXIN!

I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM!

I LOVE YOU!
WE LOVE YOU!

weiquin

B-day

2006-09-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hehehehehehehe
today, my DEAREST friends, foong mun and weiquin took me out to celebrate my 18 birthday...it was memorable and it touched me. they are trully the best of friends any one could ask for and i thank the both of you from the bottom of my heart. (sob sob...)
okay, enough of the mushy mushy stuff...
here's a blow by blow of what happened:
in the afternoon, they came over to help me select what to wear cause i usually wear erm not soo appropriate outfits...(aka, my favourite pa sat ma lan shorts...) and soon, we were out but not before fm gave me thoese lovely earings and wq the cutest, most innovative b-day card(or shld i say box).
first stop was at raffles city where we had a birthday cake at BakersInz. my DEAREST friends EMBARASSed me when they had the staff there singing a birthday song...ahyo....i just turned red instantly...but the cake was SUPERB!!! unfortunetly...we had abit too much of it(they each had 1.5 slices n me,2) n it got abit sickening...but i love it none the less.
after the naseauting "meal" we had at raffles city, we went down to orchard to look for my mom. after tt, we proceeded to HEEREN where we took neoprints....
it was FAB!!!! we had lots of fun doing tt... esp the shinny ones...
after we took the pictures, it was already dinner time....
and boy was i in for a surprised...
we had dinner at "the balcony"---they sure know what i was thinking...
the ambiance was fantastic and service was good. food was okay...
and sadly, we wanted to go to the bar upstairs but i was TOO YOUNG (4 DAYS TOO YOUNG TO BE EXACT)....so they had to sacrifice and they both had their drinks downstairs.
wq had the famous S'pore Sling which tasted like antibiotics...so tt did not go down too well
fm had the lemon smth magaritta... which was a tad too salty....not very agreeable too
but the drinks were really expensive...
but the bouncy charis at "the balcony" were comfy and fun :) but really, what was most annoying was the fact that they admitted patrons based on the date not WEEK or MTH or YR....-.-''
not too satisfied, we took off to the esplanade to enjoy the skyline of s'pore...(right....)
our heels were killing us so unable to find a bus to take us there we took a cab. oh, i also need to mention tt FM's face was RED esp her ears!!!! it was soo hot....hehehe
we went to the roof top of the esplanade but it was very crowded so we went to the river side...
it was kinda boring sitting there watching ppl make out so we went to the old esplanade satay club to have "supper"(at 9.40pm...)
wow, i absolutely love the satay there and the BBQ chicken wings and the ice tea(not too sweet or bitter. perfect)
after that, we proceeded back to the esplanade to go home...
by then we were slighty cooled off and the night did not end at a high note so....
we went off and did a stupid thing like we usually do.
along the connection from the esplanade to the city link, we were taking snapshots of ourselves jumping in midair...
so it was pretty hilarious....u see a girl who's barefooted jumping at the middle of the walkway...
boy, we did attract some stares as we stood by the side wating for the other passer by to leave the area...
we had to jump consecutively to get a good shot but wq had abit of a problem....
it was fun, stupid and a good exercise...
so this exercise helped us to end our day on a HIGH note....
and the way home, we decided that we needed to compile a list of stupid things we always do...including walking long distances in killer heels... forcing down half a cake... jumping in public...scrubbing the HDB concrete... and the list goes on....
what are friends for if we don't go through the humiliations together?
what are friends for if we don't have fun together?
what are friends for if we don't stick together through thick and thin?
once agian, i'm thankful for such friends and cheers to our friendship and the years ahead that we are gg to spend together.
friends forever!!!!
and may our long list of traditions and silly activities continue to grow...!!!
-with lots of love
LIXIN

tomorrow

2006-09-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW, TOMORROW!
I LOVE YOU, TOMORROW!

hehe.. i can't wait for tomorrow!
wheeeeee~
it's a MUST to enjoy ourselves!
oh no.. i think i'm tipsy.. :)

weiquin

2006-09-16T16:23:00.000+08:00

New Skin~!!!
Very Happy feelin... tink tt wat we need most, feelin happy!

ohh yea quin... sorry i didn't tell u i was workin but only 3 days wat so... not much diff.

Anyway i got my results... I passed~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So Happy!!!
but i got 2 modules grade "C" & "C+"...
Nx sem will be better... i hope(fingers crossed)
I want a GPA of 3.6 at least

Lx B'day comin... we can go Crazy soon!!

~mun

surprise!

2006-09-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

hey crazy people!
NEWskin!
like it like it?

didn't add tagboard or archives or linkies.. dunno how to fit in more navigations. hahas.. yar.. and the entry part has a bit of alignment problem. but the skin is c-u-t-e right????
gimme feedback okie!

and we're celebrating lixin's bday soooooon!
oh mun.. u're working? u didn't tell me... :(

okie. happy blogging! happy workin! happy studyin!!

weiquin.

prelims

2006-09-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!! SCREAMMM!!

the BIG P is here!!!

oh man. wat am i still doing here? i dunno..
okie. best of luck!

say "supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!"

it's GP tomorrow!

Loves, quin!

Hellooo~!

2006-09-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hellooo~!

My Sem exams are over!!!
happy happy (=
Bye bye Mr "help urself" & tt sadistic ship stability lecturer!!
worried for 1 paper

anyway those readin this goin thru 'A's ...
Good Luck!!!
Jia You!!!

Went for tis fire fighting course on mon... all i can say to all fire fighters esp female ones
I salute you!
their job are tough man... safety gear + breathing appratus= 25-30Kg and need to hold on to a hose havin 10 bar pressure of water sprayin out at one end.... Extremely fit!!!

speakin of the hose i nearly lose balance while handlin it although its only sprayin at 7 bars... and tis other guy was flunk backwards and slam on to the wall... how pathetic we were infront of the pros.

Advance Firefighting...
hmm... doubt i'll be able to survive base on my fittness level now... havin to carry those gear on me and a 75 kg dummy, fighting a fire in an enclosed space all dark and smokey ...

Also,saw a video bout the incidient 2 yrs back on the tanker expolded when 7 ppl were weldin inside killin them... when the firefigthers pulled the corpse out from the manhole i stunned me. the Sir warned before showing:" its not a dummy, its for real. A real corspe." . Despite the reminder i'm still shock by how tt body looked... all chared and stiff. the close up on the face... will never forget it...
we were all silent... our hearts go out to them.

~mun
at this very moment there are those fighting hard yet there are those giving up

New Form of therapy discover

2006-08-23T19:16:00.000+08:00

heyhey!!!
today was my school's sports day and even though my house was rather pathetic, i did enjoy myself.
sitting there, toasting my butt, perspiring, feeling bored....
the high of the entire event was: bursting balloons.
it really IS a therapy....
after so much effort taken to blow the balloon, you simply burst it.
it's like releasing all your pent up frustrations and worries...
haha, a split second of euphoria.
sigh, things are currently not looking too good for me...
i'm unfocused and i simply lack the "strength" to go on...what i mean is, i'm running low on my mental capacity. i feel like a well that's starting to dry up...
it's demanding. life is.
it seems that we are all faced with demands all the times...
demands to excel and perform.
haha....
life's like that...
i remember reading this somewhere...
imagine a buoy, fixed at a location in the endless sea.
each time a wave hits it, it sinks, yet after awhile, it floats again(upthrust)...
but just when it reaches the surface, it is hit again by another wave.
in my opinion, life's similar to this analogy
but, i guess the thing is to persevere till the very last...
yuck, easier said than done...
recently i've also grown extremely sick n tired of the voyeuristic ppl...
i don't blame them...i too am one of them
but the million dollar question is, when is enough truly enough?
sigh...
i guess that some just simply help themselves...
also, i have recently added another to my already long list of my bad "characteristics"---- double crossing, lying bitch. how's tt?
haha....
without people like me, who would be able to differentiate between the nice and the mean?
pls do not misunderstand...i'm not trying to glorify the act of betrayal...i'm merely stating a fact.
ps, i'm also a narcissistic person...
anyways....i think i'm also slighty screwed in my emotional department...
sometimes i'm just too tired to care....
it's better to let things work out the way they are meant to be
and take things one step at a time.
cheers!!!
-lixin

national day.

2006-08-09T16:12:00.000+08:00

hellos crazy people!
it's national day today! don't ya jus love it?! hahahas.
oh man.. i really wanna watch the fireworks.. but at this rate, i guess i'll have to miss this yr's one.
boohoos~
so how have u guys been doing?
so far our tea fridays have not been a success. but nvm.. it will be soon!

miss the heelies outing!
hang in there crazy peeps! we'll be partying soon! (:

quin

as we look at our reflections looking back at us, we wonder who we really are.

2006-08-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Where'd You Go

Take a listen to tis... the lyrics... So raw with emotions. a beatiful song but so empty.

the routined life

2006-08-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

hi gals...

my life is so routined nowadays... i tink i'm wastin my life away.
sch- study-slp

no fun... NOTHING!!!

btw feel kinda bad rejectin u gals twice for coffee... but... i'm so damn stress tt i can't chill at all... & i hate to see ppl so chilled out in front of me when i'm so damn darn stressed... how self-centred i am.

gotta go back to my boring life

C'ya soon

~mun
routine kills the life in me

2006-07-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

heys heys...
i placed a superb-in my opinion MV at e section under my name where you wrote our intros....
take a look, u might like it.
:D
~lixin

2006-07-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

hmm....

mun mun, i think i get what you mean, i think you are in a
i-hate-the-world mood...
hehe, i get that too when i'm stressed...
figures why we're friends...
hang in there and jia you!!!!
don forget to eat le...don just study..later u disappear...

it seems that everyone is feeling stressed up...
yesterday, i was told that i gave the people around me alot of stress...
wat stung me most was that i was not told bout this...
sigh.
i know that i am rather persistent, and a pain-in-the neck sometimes but.....i can say nothing in my defense...
isit not just human nature?
or isit my nature?
esp with e exams so near,
and the workload ever increasing....
when will it ever be enough?
when is too much simply too much?
when will this end?
soon i guess, haha, besides the 'A' is coming with 90 days,
and the prelim, 40 days...
hmmm, what happens if i said i broke my heart?
isit ever possible?
sigh.
~lixin
to the dampened spirit
to the broken hearted
to the pessimists out there
~with love

jus an update

2006-07-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

heys...

jus found out tt i'm really good at stoning... esp when i'm gettin stress... interesting.
sem exam in 2 weeks. & i spend hours stoning in sch, back at home... startin to go back to what i used to do very young... shutin everyone away. u gals shld noe wat i'm referin to...
In class, i'm seatin at a corner, listenin to my MP3... ignoring everyone around me... sucked into my own zone; lookin outside e window, starin at the sky... jus lost in my own world. gettin more & more anti-social...

But don't u get the feelin of hating the presence of ppl... well of course with exception for ur family & friends. Maybe its jus me but... Yeah! I hate e sight of ppl esp when i'm stress.
ppl= talkin= noise= irritation

another interestin part... stonin replaces my need to eat when i'm stress. i dunno which is better but ohh well... i'll take it as it goes... wonder wats my next werid habit?

~Mun
all part of the process of called life

a ton of crappy words

2006-07-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

hmm, apparently, there ARE people who read this blog...
surprise surprise.
anyways, my friend reminded me that i have had blasted him through this blog... and i must say that i am not sorry...hehe, how evil of me. (just kidding)
finally the week is over. it has been one long long week, tests, more tests and a mountain of homework.what joy.
i am currently listening to a cover of moon river sang by barbra Streisand.
i personally love this song and it tugs at my heart strings. sigh. go take a listen at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcFd304fkgg
the lyrics of this song is beautiful and simple. well, simplicity does has it's beauty.
hmm, my favourite phrase from the lyrics has got to be,
"Two drifters, off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end, waitin' 'round the bend"
sigh, it's a lovely song.
how confusing life can be sometimes....
we're always expected to balance our different aspects of life.
studies, family, leisure....and the list goes on and on.
sometimes it gets overwhelming and i'd think to myself, is this all worth it?
and there are the affairs of the hearts, the liaisons engaged, the conflict of interest, the temptation to bite someone's head off, and simply, the burn-out-physically and emotionally....
oh, just a thought, i suddenly realised why i do not often blog...
i guess my entries lack focus and purpose...
a fantastic reflection of my current situations...
tothosehoese out there who are in the same boat, say "I!!!" ---just for fun, joy, laughter and happiness...
oh well
cheerios.
enjoy life while you can.
-lixin
Oh, dream maker;
you heart breaker;
Wherever you're goin';
I'm goin' your way

heys!

2006-07-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

oops.. sorry.. haven't been updating have i? hahas.
but my life now is.. wake up - school - studying after school - dinner - bed - wake up...
oh well. so wonderful huh!
ahahahs..
and it doesn't help that my dad doesn't let me go out!
dying.. dying.. dying..

u gals take care! (:

quins*

2006-07-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

hmm, i guess this blog a little pathetic...
haha, none of us bothered to update. to put it in a nicer way, we're too busy to update... oh wells, at least i'm here to do so.
the weekend was horrible...
everyone is nuts...
maybe the problem lies not with others, but me...
my parents argued. n still are, well that's if u consider cold war as arguing...
a small matter escalated and everything was soon blown out of proportions.
i guess it's just that my parents are stressed out by life. work, money, housework... all this stuff....
i guess that i'm used to all these arguments...
somehow, i'm always overcomed by my parents(esp mom) screaming at me...and sadly, suicidal thoughts will creep into my mind...
i KNOW that suicide is not the solution to everything and what's happening will pass but somehow, at that time, place, situation....
and, to top it all off, i was "arguing" with a friend of mine...
Haha, you see how things translates? ( i don understand e pt i'm trying to make, but i just feel like saying this)
maybe it's the stress...
oh well, it will pass with time and we'll see how things go.
if tt friend whom i "argued" with were to see this,
i don think i'm sorry for i see no wrong.
but i guess it's just my personality but no one's perfect...n i sure don try to be.
embrace my short-comings as i do urs.
wow....sounds ideal....
sounds good....
sounds impossible.
:p
-cheers
lixin

Celebrations

2006-07-09T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me!!!
hehe... ....

Went to celebrate my B'dae in advance jus now.

Went to Raffles City shopping centre for lunch at Out of the pan. Norwagian salmon crepe was good. their desserts look fab but we were too full to try.

Walked over to esplande to take some pics...

Than went over to Bakerzin for disserts.. so i thought.
Surprise!! Xin & Quin got me a cake. SO sweet of them... Thanks!!!

Than went over to herens for noeprints...

Than headed home via cab... cus our poor feets were in too much pain. Heels are a killer.

~ Mun

Happy

dustin the mould

2006-06-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

heys..
been bout 2 months since any one blogged...
We all hav been so busy... ...
let me do an update...

Rite sch started... 1 term passed... back to a short well deserved break... Nothing much interestin bout sch. Same old tune.
Was lookin forward to GSS but now tt its here it feels rather dampen... dunno why??

Think we three need to hang out & let lose soon... stress level of sch is forever tippin the scales... testin my level of sanity. than again my sanity do i ever once own it?

lixin & quin: you gals jia you!!! havin ur mid yr around tis time & e "A" is creepin near... jia you for this final lap!!!

the lesson on life...

2006-04-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

hello...
guess is my turn not writing huh? being lazy again...like always if i weren't tt lazy maybe i will hav shrunk by now...

Anyway nothing much had happen to me...
well... wat can i say coped up at home rotting... readin away... but well...

was watchin Tuedays with Morrie, the movie, on hallmark... the lesson on life... some lessons do ring a bell... "ppl are afraid to love for the fear of losing" and " the fear make them wanna run". so true & i think i'm one of them i guess... well... maybe tt was in the past.

& i love this lesson best: Death
" Death ends a life not a relationship."
relationship... family, friends, romance... any kind...

Ohh well... jus love this movie alot... can watch it again.. tt will be the fourth time if i do... wanted to read the book again but i can't find it any where. Is it with u gals by any chance?

~ mun

p/s: lx i tink u can jus be there for tt friend of urs... jus in the presence... sometimes the best comfort is u noe tt u hav a friend right beside u.

life

2006-04-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey peepsies!

now quin ish here to update!
hees..
dun complain i didn't...

anyway.. i'm in micasa hotel now.. in malaysia..
attending my grandma's funeral..
and it made me think alot..

somehow.. i don't feel so sad leh.. not because i don't love her or anything.. but more because.. she's now in a happier place.. without any sufferings..
when i saw her in the hospital last week.. she was suffering.. and in pain..
at least she's alleviated of it now..
she was one great grandma...
she was the best mother she could be to her children
and the best grandmother she could be to her grandchildren.
i know i'll always miss her.

well.. funerals are full of ppl breakin down.. full of incense.. full of traditions and cultures..
i don't understand a single thing!
when i saw her in the coffin lying peacefully.. somehow.. the image don't seem to register leh.. dunno.. weird feeling. it's like.. the person i once knew.. no longer existed.. i could no longer reach out to her.. no longer communicate to her.. it jus.. ends?
and when she was cremated.. her body has ceased to exist on earth.. hmm
i guess every starting has to have an ending huh?
i was thinking.. if no one cries at ur funeral.. it would be such a wasted life..

i'm sure she's somewhere.. reunited with grandfather.. i'm sure.. she has found eternal peace.

i guess life goes on huh..
but yeap.. a lesson to learn..
Treasure Life!
u never know when it ends..
when i went to see the urns at this place.. i realised some of them where quite young.. i even saw a 5mth old infant.. sad huhs..

kays.. u guys take care!
hang out soon!

*Mun: happy holidaying! dont' waste ur days!
**Lixin: See ya on monday gal! mishhhh yaa..

3 chefs?

2006-03-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hi!!!

just had dinner not long ago... Which tun out to be good... cuz i was there to save the day.... muahahahaha.... jus kidding. we threesome all put in an effort...

Well... think we hav a loonnngggg way to be cetified chefs... haha...
Reason be it we can't even flip an omellet. Quin e blurrest chef ever, left a serving of egg uncook & went off to do her pasta. lixin... haha... has an interestin way of drying her onions...

anway food turn out Great!!!!

Wake up call

2006-03-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

Heys...

Had a short chat with mom... Big wake up call, like a slap on the face.
"Hello!!! Stop WASTING your life away!!!"

Finally understood why she wanted me to work. not just to see what the harsh working life is like but for more practical reason. a degree in my course is financially beyond reach... To study in UK is my goal. One that i have to work for. Workin during holidays, saving up bit by bit... i'll hav a easier time in future... not having to study & work at the same time.

How dumb can i be... not to think of that. Suddenly regretted not working during the 6 months break. For once am regretting.

But i'm just scared to step out away from the safety of school enviroment. Its a santuary... so innocent & peaceful. 2 more years & i'll be out in the working world. Hopefully, i'll be sailing but, what if i don't? What's next? My other route...

~ mun
searching

quin's celebration!

2006-03-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

heyss!!

so today we all went town with nicky and shuang..

first up.. to bugis.. the icon.. where they sell really nice stuff!
than took neoprint and bugis junction.. we turn out fab! hahas..
went to fish and co glass house.. had sea food platters and new york fishes! hahas.. don't we jus love their food?
thanks to lixin who gave me a tiara and forced me to wear it in public! hahas.. the rose was super sweet!
than on to bakerzinn.. where we hoped we were rich so we can eat their tempting cakes! it was such a sin! hahas..

thanks for celebrating my bday with me today!
u guys rocks!

lovies and huggies,
quin

2006-02-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

well... holidays jus started... don't seem to be enjoyin a single bit of it...

aph paper was like shit... all messed up & everything... Damn it!!! *fingers crossed for a pass*

feelin down & i dunno y. feels like i'm frozen in time & everyone else is moving on, progressin... & me... fallin way behind...

feel like gorging again... but gorge on wat?

~mun

moodless, empty, BLANK

2006-02-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

heys!!!
wow, what an eventful day today was...
learnt many new things... saw a different side to a friend today...
i understood one thing:
we all have our difficulties trying to fit into our own environment but what can i say, resilience, endurance and skin a mile thick....
one of the new things i learnt was that wearing a bra causes/increases one's chance of getting asthma....now that; i did not know...
anyway, wow, i did manage to improve my bowling today... for e first time EVER in my entire bowling lifetime, my total points passed 100!!!! wheee!!!!!!! each time i bowled, it was either 1 pts or 0 pts... haha, now it brings more fun to the game.
also, it has been a hectic mid-week... and friday is not even here yet...sigh
i'll end of here so tt i can go slack le...
hehe
cheerio
-lixin
:D

a bad day--a very very bad day...

2006-02-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

haha
my goodness, i screwed up my phy spa, which will be counted in the a levels...
what a joy
i dunno whether to laugh or to cry
i feel terrible
i feel disappointed
i feel angry
i feel frustrated
i feel that i've let myself down....
wat made it even worse was tt becuse of this mistake, i failed e entire section.
if it had not been for the mistake, i'd guess tt i wld have had done well...
e mistake was stupid... an expensive lesson i'd say
but it was sooo crazy...
i have decided... i think it's better to cry...
it pains me...
maybe it's 'cause of e expectations i place on myself..
i have had always believed tt one shld nv expect much of others because they r out of our control and hence, we may be disappointed easily...
but i have always felt tt it was right to expect things from our own selves...because we r in control of ourselves, hence, its more devastating if we were to disappoint our selves...
long story short...
i messed up n i'm feeling bad....
-lixin

v-day

2006-02-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

Yoz...~!

Happy Valentines Day!!!

Hugs & Kisses!!!

~mun

v-day

2006-02-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

I LOVE U GUYS!

huggies and kissies,
quin

update update! why no one update!

2006-02-07T21:48:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!
i'm here to update!! hehes..

foong mun.. u noe wat.. ivan clapping for the old toyota is pretty funny!! hahahhash.. i can imagine him doing that.. hahah.. funny funny!
and u didn't tell me u threaded ur brows! AHHH!!
SUPER HURT

and lixin is super sick nowadays.. poor gal.. every cough u cough makes my heart ache! heehs..
take lotsa good care gal!

anyway.. have u realised how time passes really really really fast?
like in a blink of an eye 1hr is gone..
it's waaaay too fast for me!
so i came up with a solution.. work faster!!
so peeps!! to keep up with time.. u have to work at supersonic speed yea?
like CHIONG everything!
ahhas.. aiyah.. really dunno how to stop time from moving faster...
and very soon.. everything will turn to memories..

official school routine has started = no tv, no life, no enjoyment = study, study + study somemore..

JIAYOUpeeps!

shop soon, anyone?

hehes..

HUGS

quin

Shiver

2006-02-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

Was late for class as usual...
had lunch dan decided to walk to poly marina wif the rest... a very nice 45 min walk... walkin really slow... soakin up the sun, admiring the sky, enjoyin the breeze.

practical lesson today: Jetty Jump

was the last few to jump... totally freak out at the platform was shivering... took quite a long time before i made the jump... did it so terribliy... a little disapointed... haiz... but got to thank the guys for their encouragement... entered the life raft... took a break while 4 of the guys were paddling(in circles for the 1st few times)... wasn't feelin good, life jacket pressing on my tummy wanted to puke... showered dan headed home...

at the bus stop... ivan was applauding and pointed to a car... the front was totally dented... but surprisingly it could still move... although u can hear the engine going tak tak tak... lmao... all i can say is buy toyota cars in the future...

Areko was tellin me that me takin a long time at the platform freaked her out too... for i was considered the braver one... of all 3 girls... sometimes i just hate it when ppl come to me cus i gif ppl a sense of security... wat crap... it just feels as though i'm not allowed to feel any fear,helplessness... I can't be weak... i have to be strong no matter wat... its tiring, really tiring...

Worn Out

2006-01-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

I jus wish fate won't be so twisted...
It wears u down... sometimes letin go & givin up seems such a better choice...

Have u heard the song "Hero" by Mariah Carey...

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in youLord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

I always wondered wat if that hero was tired, bruise & helpless... Who else do I look upon for strength???

~mun

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2006-01-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

yoooo...
liiiiiiixiiiinnnn~
hehes..
wat's up with ur entry man?
erm.. how can u ever get sick of someone? i dunno.. i have never been sick of someone.. how can u be?
the only case is when u hate that person lor.. hmmm..

if fate was straight, if we're all blissfully in love, life will not be life!
life will jus be too perfect.
it is only when fate is twisted, do we learn to climb over obstacles.
only when we're outta love, do we know and appreciate the feeling and happiness of love when we finally get to feel it.

happy endings is something we've gotta fight for!
so chill gal!
see ya in school darlin`

weiquin*

2006-01-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Wow... this week has passed at last...
It has been an emotionally, physically and mentally exhausting week.
all the tests...sigh....
nearly had e breakdown n nearly cried after math test...
haha
guess tt's e problem when u hv high expectations...
oh well
tt's life i guess...
yesterday, i poked some guy in the cheek with my file...
ACCIDENTALLY!!!
n i'm truly apologetic about it..
hehe :D
anyway, was wondering today how would you know when you have had enough of someone...
so much so tt u'd wanna smack e person or puke when communicating with the person...
will there ever be such a senario?
also, will u ever forget someone if u force urself too?
y is fate so twisted? y can't we all be happy? y can't we all be blissfully in love? y aren't there any happy endings to the modern love story? why? WHY? WHY!!!!!
-lixin :D
cheers

what a week!

2006-01-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

phew!

am i sooo glad the weekends are here!

i was super exhausted after this week.
all the stress, the stress and the stress.

hahas..
gonna rest big time.

meanwhile, u gals take care yea?
enjoy e weekend while u can!

hees.

weiquin*

2006-01-15T22:24:00.001+08:00

heys...
another wk gonna start...
noe u gals havin quite a few test comin up...
Jia You!!!

booo

2006-01-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

yooooo 3some!

i was bored.. hahaha..
another week's gonna start!
geeee....

stay crazy!
x)

quins*

2006-01-15T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hehehehehe.. this is my first posting...
anyway, today, we(fm,wq n i) went out today to shop...
despite me having a test on monday, i went out with them...(wat can i say, they are a bad influence....)[guilty laugh]
also, i went Browhaus today and did threading n also dyed my eyebrows...
it was... painful...
and then, we had dinner at Food Republic. The food n service was excellent. Wide variety.
But, as usual, we had to wait for tables.
I did notice a very disturbing habit amongst the ppl there as well as everywhere.
They seem to enjoy sitting there watching you waiting for the table they happen to be occupying.
I suspect that they are aware that you are waiting for the table but they are too ignorant, insensetive and self-centred. I mean, wat's-up with you, u sit there, while u watch me, standing there, impatiently waiting for the table u are occupying. well, i'm sorry that i'm impatient, i'm sorry that i need a table to have a proper dinner and mos t of all, i'm sorry that u need to sit there and wait for the ice in ur drink to melt so as to ensure that ur drink is safe for consumption. Too bad there arent more tables... one of the idiosyncrasies of ppl here is tt they somehow develop a fond attachment to the table tt they dine on despite only being together for 20 min...
anyway....
after dinner, we went shopping...
and... towards the end of the evening, we were having our refresment/supper at mos burger...
tt's where all e "good" things started to happen
i was talking to fm when she accidentally knocked on my wallet which in turn, knocked on my cup of water which then split on e right side of my bottoms...
i took tissues to dry the wet patch fruitlessly...
n when i reached across to place my bag on the table, i knocked over wq's ice milk tea...
which, spilt onto my bottoms... the left side.... as well as wq's bottoms...
so, there i was, totally shocked... with 2 wet patches... and the lady sitting next to me giving me weird stares...
we were all laughing out really loud...in the middle of the restaurant.
after we left e fast-food place, we went to wheelocks via the underpass.
in my moment of fury, i pushed e glass doors harder than i shld have had...
n the door slamned into the wall...not slamned exactly but hit e wall hard...
for a moment there, my heart nearly stopped thumping... i was scared... really scared out of my wits...
i tot e glass was gg to break...n it did not... thankfully( i'm thanking my lucky stars)
but tt was enough to make me tense n nervous.(talk about an adrenaline rush)
i then proceeded to the toilet to wee-wee and when i dried my hands using the hand-towel dryer, the entire towel fell out...argh
well not the entire thing but the front portion of it...
n when i pushed e lever, e towel got whirlled into the machine...
n i bolted out of the toilet..
and so far, nth else has happened. thankfully.
so, i shall end this entry with one word. Whoa....

2006-01-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

testing testin